things are crazy

omg things have been really crazy around here lol dr appointments then auroras surgery on her ears to put tubes into them and to get her adnoids taken out her going through a stage of pressing her boundries of what happends if she doesnt listen uhg me being stressed oh and ive completely given up on having another kid gotta get attention for that to even be possible i finally talked to nate about it yesterday after the night b4 i had enough and finally being sooo stressed out i just started breaking down crying freaking out i mean i just snapped and in snapping i just started crying and it took me flipping about an hr to finally calm down but i told nate that he needs to pick one day once a week to stay home for family were he doesnt leave at all during the day is for aurora and at night is for me but because of his pool league we worked it out to were he stays home one whole day every 2 weeks at least till pool league ends then it will go to 1 day a week but i told him that right now i believe auroras acting out because for the longest time she had daddy home for at least one whole day a week (usually 2 days a week) then all of a sudden hes never home and when he is he sleeps and we get pushed to the side that auroras lucky when she gets daddy 2 spend time with her once a month and he already figured out our sitch so hopefully he holds to it because i dont care if hes bored that one day is for the family and he can just deal its bad when im married and i feel like a single parent i love aurora but shes got 2 parents so 2 parents need to be there for her