first day

ok this is the first day without my daughter for my 3 days in a row anniversary celebration thing i just brought her to her aunt idk how im gonna feel about this this will b the longest ive gone without my daughter and i have seperation anxiety so well see if i can make it the full 3 days without going crazy lol. of course ill keep posting how im doing off and on if nate my husband can keep me busy i should b ok but if not im prob goin to get emotional well this is just the next step for me on my trying to heal. i know that ive been able to let her go for a night now which is better than when i started i can even let her go to headstart preschool for about 4 hours a day from tues-fri as long as i stay busy but i have never let her go for 3 days. 3 full days omg i might become crazy lol, nates asleep right now soo he wont b able to keep me busy so till i can get him up ill try to keep myself busy from going insane lol. tomarrows mine and nates actual anniversary but we are able to have her stay with someone for 3 days ill get her back thurs omg that seems like forever from now lol. and then after i get her back thurs shes gonna b staying the night with her aunt again sun thank goodness this is only for once a year at most cuz ya this would prob drive me crazy if it wasnt. ok im gonna get off of here b4 i keep going on and on about it sorry i just needed to get this off my mind the once. well of course ill keep writing to let at least myself know later how i did lol.