today

well todays been kinda slow got aurora back omg i missed her even though she was just right down stairs i really missed her i started missing her on our anniversary but i was able to get through it and then yesterday i really really missed her it took everything to not go down and get her yesterday but we started doing something and was keeping busy everything was alright after that i made it for 3 days without my child yay i dont want to do that again anytime soon lol. aurora really really missed mommy and daddy omg she hasnt wanted to let me outa her sight all day i finally got her into bed about 30 mins ago around 915 my time on these blogs its all an hour ahead of me. when she saw me on the last day she had to stay the night with tina she says mommy i want to come home and when i told her she was comeing home today she told me but mommy this isnt my home my homes with u :( anyways she came up this mornin and woke me up and just cuddled and gave me hugs and kisses and told me im not allowed to leave her for that long again lol anyways im gonna go to bed now auroras in bed ill check on her and then im goin to sleep